I am 31M a software developer dealing with bipolar disorder for the past 12 years on and off the meds every now and then, I have a job but I am seriously struggling to keep my head in it to the point that I have had a psychosis episode. My question to my fellow 30 year olds and older men who deal with lifelong mental illnesses is how did you cope how much is the struggle how are you doing now what you could have done differently?