Never married, no kids, never been on a date or anything. It’s not really a choice either. It’s just how the cookie has crumbled.
Last relationship I was in was my high school boyfriend back in 2009. He broke up with me with barely any explanation. After that, nothing but a series of let downs that of was spun to make me look like the crazy girl they couldn’t get away from so they could garnish sympathy from their friends and whoever they were sleeping with next. Instead of the truth, I was heartbroken and lead on. (Going into each situation would take a week)
And yes, I’ve been on dating apps, and no, I’ve never got a match literally ever.
My appearance has changed so much over the years that I could’ve fit just about anyone’s taste at some point. But still, always single.
I’m in my 30s now, but when I was in my 20s I was very serious about finding someone special and seeing where it would go, but now it just seems impossible because just getting past the conversation of why I’ve been single for so long seems terrifying.
I’m looking to figure out what people truly think about someone that’s been single for this long. Because I truly have no experience dating as an adult and it scares me. And it feels like it’s just something I’m not supposed to have.