I tried having an optimistic outlook for years but I realize all I was doing was deluding myself from reality. There isn’t “somebody for everybody”. I’m not the type of dude any woman wants.
I can at least give up now knowing that I tried. Tried putting myself out there, improving what I can, doing what I can to change my situation, etc etc. All for nothing.
This is the side of men complaining about loneliness nobody talks about. Automatically we think of lazy out of shape guys that just sit on their ass in their mom’s basement expecting a miracle while complaining about not getting supermodels.
You don’t really see the dudes that actually try and still fail every time while watching people around them succeed, some with a fraction of the effort put in. Shits demoralizing yet we’re expected to be optimistic about it regardless otherwise “ofc no one will date you with that attitude”.
Moral of the story, it’s over. I’m done. I gotta accept that these were the cards I was dealt and If I fuck around and die alone at least I can say I made an effort.