i know i'm gonna get called dumb for even putting up with this, but what does it even mean for a guy to dump you and then be the first to view your stories for weeks later. i was so close to unfollowing him, but i've never been so sure of a man being right for me. he is as close to my version of perfect of a man as can be. he even broke up with me "for my own good/to not potentially hurt me". BRO you viewing my stories first all the time does not help. i legit miss him so bad, so so bad. but out last conversation was so painful and writing him after my last paragraphs would make me look pathetic. even he has to know that the ball is in his court.
tiktok is so stupid with pushing content that no contact and matching an avoidant's personality makes them obsessed. but thats just toxic advice.
i know i'm not the first girl to say this and probably be wrong about it, but i don't want to look for anyone new because i'm not gonna like anyone more. anyway i just needed to vent since i've not even said a word abt this man to anyone in my life over a month.