I joined a sorority and only because I felt lonely and depressed and then I don’t know if it really helped me – I think I was expecting too much but I felt like others around me could sense I was very unhappy and maybe even bitter? But I did hang out with a girl in my house a couple of times. I just was so depressed knowing I gave up on myself a lot and took myself out of social situations and I am still grieving this because I feel like I really needed a bigger support system that I didn’t truly feel like I had. It sucks because I unfollowed a few girls from the house and I just was in my own shell – idk that girl lol but I am consistently beating myself up over it daily – I graduated in 2020..