I'm 20F I'm am very socially awkward idk how to talk with people… I was kind of okay well not okay but somehow it was manageable but now It's on my mind 24/7 that idk what and how to talk with people…. I've also been called werid or like not very developed because I'm mostly silent with my awkward body language…. recently I went to my friends house I literally didn't know how to even initiate a single conversation like she's very close with my mom but I can't get close with anyone like that I really want to but I can't my mind just goes blank also whenever people are not talking there's just an awkward silence because idk what to talk…. So I thought I can maybe practice talking though discord but I don't really use that app much so idk…. I need some server where I can talk with people,practice talking and all …..