So im in 8th grade and i feel like all my friends hate me and i honestly dont know why i think the main reason is because of my genes my ethnicity is supposed to be like very pure and im kind of a deviation from the main one so i get made fun of for that but i also have a lisp typa thing so i also think that plays a factor my friends make jokes about me being a bum and that they are not really friends with me and im starting to believe it so i dont know what to do to make them like me more im also very shy i dont talk and most people dont talk to me and i get little to no female attention (all advice is taken but i dont want to drop them as friends)