I am 18 (F), bisexual. It's no problem for me with having any kind of sex with women, but with men.. Even when I didn't have any experience with men in general I just knew regular sex doesn't bring me shit. The only thing I imagine with men that gets me excited – is pegging, and not just it, basically rape through pegging. I know many girls struggle with fantasies of being raped, and I know many dudes struggle with fantasies of raping women, and I'm pretty much aware it's all especially common for s'a victims (which I was too, by men AND women) , but my case is different. I don't imagine being raped, I imagine raping men, in a really specific way too. Though I hate thinking about doing this to women, I generally hate thinking of harming them. Is there any girl with the same thing as me? Or maybe someone can explain why do I feel this way? I don't hate every man on the earth or anything, have a lot of male artists who I respect. Its not based on anger, its something that is sexually appealing to me. Sorry if my English is bad, it's not my native.