Hello guys I’am 21 years old, I’have been studying at gymnasium and now I’am in 5th semester at uni (management) I’am also studying engineering in switzerland but It’s only because i wanted to boost my german language. I was always smiling, i was the person who was giving vibes and who helped others to feel good. But when I was 19 i moved to switzerland alone without family where I started also working, I had to pay all alone my rent , food etc. Now I’am 21 earning 65k/ year while I’am still studying but I’am feeling so behind and so dumb I can not express my feelings I can not create friendships , I’am boring even when i want to do some sport I can not express my emotions. Half year ago i Left my gf because i though i can do something more in my life but iam only falling down and down… I’am each day smarter but also more closed in my self and at all I’am not happy with my life (I have 70K in savings) what should I do 😭😭