I did it. It was very unexpected.

Around 5 months ago I (19m) started talking to a girl from my uni via dms. Slowly we were getting to know each other and we started to realise how similar we were to one another and trusted each other a lot. On our first night outing I was starting to get drunk and feel the moment, though to be sure, since she had a girlfriend in the past I asked if she is bi or a lesbian, and she said shes lesbian. I had developed feelings for her till then, drowned them out and thought nothing of it. We remained besties tho, she quickly infiltrated my circle and became one of the closest ppl in my life. And vice versa.

Recently I had a huge romantic dissapointment. It got added on top of a huge heap of similar dissapointment, I cracked and vented a lot to her, and caught her up on the bigger image of my romantic troubles. I told her about how I had caught feelings for her, and she said she had no idea. And that she also caught feelings similarly, she just couldnt label it in the moment and was question herself so she told me she was lasbian. Turns out her feelings never really faded. We agreed to advance our relationship, weve had our first formal date, where we kissed passionately, and got a lot closer to each other as well. Now shes on holiday and im counting seconds till she gets back.

This is literally everything ive dreamed of and so much more. We both care about each other a lot. Its so great. I feel like a new person. Like, just wow. Its surreal honestly.