I (15f) have been dating my boyfriend (16m) for a week, but I feel like our relationship is already problematic. We met because he transferred to my school a year before I left it. I thought he was attractive but we never really talked since we had different classes and groups. After I moved, we both ended up in some group chats with mutual friends and started talking on and off. Recently, we got added to another GC and I started flirting more, which led to us dating.
The problem is, I fell for another guy at my new school (let’s call him “new school guy”). We clicked, but he ended up blocking me after saying he didn’t want to be friends with women. I fall in love (or really, obsession) very easily, and I still can’t get over him even though it’s been a month or two. Because of that, my relationship with my boyfriend feels forced and exhausting. I’m not sure if I actually like him as a person or if I just find him attractive.
Our relationship also didn’t start in a way that felt special to me. He asked me over text, like: “___, will you go on a date with me sometime?” and then later followed up with “so are we dating now?” I said yes, but I’m someone who really values more romantic gestures like being asked out in person and actually going on the date, which hasn’t happened. On top of that, I lost a best friend I’ve had for 7–8 years because of him. My friend said something like, “I feel uncomfortable talking to you because I don’t want your boyfriend to get mad at me.” I don’t know if my boyfriend told him to say that, but either way, it hurt to lose such a close friendship. He also said ily in the first hour so there’s that.
My question is: Should I stay in this relationship and see if it gets better, or should I break up with him now since I already feel forced and tired?
TL;DR: I (15f) have been dating my boyfriend (16m) for a week, but it feels forced and tiring. I might only find him attractive but not really like him, I can’t get over another guy, and I lost a long-term friend partly because of this relationship. Should I stay and see if things improve, or end it now?