Most of the time, I'd isolate myself from everyone to cope, not because I'm insecure of their progress in their lives, but also because I'd hate to be a party pooper in conversations.
Will it work if I just simply isolate myself? Turn off my devices, be seldom reachable, and just attempt to live by, trying to get through each day?
I'm also horrible at socializing. I just have the vibes of someone who's really dislikeable. So many people have avoided me without ever getting to know me. My self-esteem is also really low. I've heard all about the concept of a shame wound and I think I'll end up carrying this scar for the rest of my life. I don't know how to even actually live anymore if my mind is this tangled up.