I feel like emotionally I am extremely off-putting, and this doesn’t even concern my looks or personal appearance.
I could be having fun at a party, but never show any sign of it and hang out with a near permanent frown/poker face (due to my facial appearance my default expression looks like I am annoyed, even if I feel like nothing of that sort). I am incapable of displaying any emotion except anger and the only time I “smile” is when I laugh. I inevitably go back to my default expression when the situation ceases to be amusing.
On every photo I look like I am pissed off. People ask me to smile and I just can’t, I don’t even know how to do it authentically, except when someone says something funny.
The worst part is, I am conscious about it all the time, and I can’t seem to overcome this no matter what.