Had a date today. First date I've been able to get in months.

Seemed like it went well, we have a lot of things in common and we're both laughing and having a good time. She stops talking and just stares at me with those heart eyes, and at the end of it, she says I've earned a second date and she's looking forward to it already.

This is how most first dates go for me.

Several hours later, she texts me completely out of the blue, that I in fact, do not get a second date.

Just like usual. I have no idea why I expected this one to be different. I really think I should just give up. I try so hard to stay positive, but this is just… every single time.


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