I have many friends, and some friends I know will be there for me if I need them and that I can deeply trust. However, I can't help but still feel so lonely because even though I have many friends I value, I wish I had a *best* friend. My best friend is my boyfriend, which I'm terribly lucky for. I wish I had a girl best friend. I've been noticing more and more that all of my friends have best friends, even the ones who are married or have been in a relationship for years. In my friend group everyone seems to have their priorities and friends theyre closer with, and I'm not like that with anyone. I wish I had a girl best friend or that couple who are best friends with me and my boyfriend so we could hang out together, all my friends have that with each other or to different people. I just want a friend I can have a deeper connection with and know they're my top 1 and I'm their top 1 too. It seems like if I want that I need to meet new people because everyone in my life already has that place occupied by someone. I just haven't met anyone whom I completely connect and identify with I guess. I just don't know how to go about that but I crave that kind of friendship so much