so I'm super bored with myself all the time because I don't really have my own thoughts. I just kind of perceive my sensory environment and that's it.
so, there's no value for anyone to get out of spending time with me. and that's reflected in my experience, I can't get people to want to be around me. it makes me heartbroken but at the same time I understand why people don't want to be around me, I'm so boring even I don't want to be around me.
what would you do if you were me?