I‘m in a new school with new people,new grounds and new teachers.I‘m pretty introverted and timid and have trouble speaking or interacting with others.
I pretty much get attached to people,especially girls,who speak to me first and give me attention even outside of class!There‘s a girl I really like after just meeting her once cuz I had felt lonely and scared and had a panic attack earlier until next class where she offered me to sit with her.She even asked me if I want to partner up with her for an assignment.
I started to get really obsessed with her,dreaming of being friends with her,HELL she was even the last person I thought of before sleeping.I feel really comfy in her presence but it’s hurting me.
Every time I see her now,she would only give me a short acknowledging look or if she goes to the people I hang out with she only greets me with a small „Hi“ and a smile.That’s it.It’s not just her.Whenever the people who interacted with me first stop interacting with me FIRST I feel like shit,even though I only know them for one week.
How do I stop from getting attached to people,and breaking my heart over and over again?How can I befriend her?We only have one class together.