When I was a kid I wanted to be a soldier but my health was so bad I couldn’t. I tried becoming a police officer and that didn’t work out ether….What do you do when you turn 30 and haven’t been able to achieve any of your dreams?

It seems every time I have tried doing something more for myself something or someone has thwarted me in such a way it has been permanently detrimental to my mental and physical health. I don’t want to have 1/3 or my life wasted and have nothing to show for it. I also don’t want to get older because I have seen first hand what it’s like not being young. I really have no idea what to do.