So I started trying to masturbate and explore my body this year as i was focused on other things before.
I tried different times masturbating with clitoral stimulation and i feel a lot of pleasure when i do that but i don't know if i'm having an orgasm or not cause there isn't any liquid coming out.
When i find a pleasurable point i start rubbing and i feel a wave of warmth in my lower body and then i start having spasm in my whole body with vaginal (and i think uterus) contractions. My body get real tensed up and i have to remind myself to breathe.
What confuse me is that i don't feel an earth shattering feeling and liquids don't come out.
One time i had the "pee feeling" and i let myself go. A small amount of liquid came out but it had a faint pee smell so i think i peed myself that time.
Am i having orgasms or do i have to try harder?