I moved to the U.S now 5 years ago. I moved not totally out of necessity, but because I did not know what to do. I was confused with my options and what I was make out of my life. I have had better opportunities and grown a lot since moving. However, I constantly feel homesick. My visit to my country is now over. I come over every year to visit my friends which I grew up with and my dad. It is always hard to leave every year because when I am in the U.S all I do is stay home. Eventually, I get used to the feeling of being alone. Nonetheless, my life has been a constant cycle of waiting for that vacation so that I can go home. The only time when I feel like I am actually living and having fun is when I am where I grew up. I am afraid that I won’t be able to go home eventually. And then I will be constantly in a cycle where I have nothing to look forward for. How can I deal with this? Or maybe even build a life in the U.S so that I feel like I can belong.