maybe this isn't the best place to be posting this, so sorry in advance if it's not.
i am 22f, almost 23. i have never been in a relationship, and i only just started talking to guys about a month ago. i've never been on a date, never held hands, never kissed anybody. as you might expect, i've also never had sex. i never understood hookup culture and was always turned off by it. i always imagined my first time to be with someone i love. however, a guy that i'm talking with is solely looking for sex, and not a long term relationship (i know this because i asked). we did some pretty provocative texting back and forth, and it really excited me. i almost want to go and do it, but i'm stuck between wanting to wait or just trying to live while i'm young. for anyone who's first time was with a casual relationship, do you regret it? would you wait for someone you love if you had known better? any advice helps 🙂