Between the ages of 14-30 I pretty much put on a mask to fit in with my hometown enviroment. The decade+ was un natural, I didn't live true to myself. Clubs, hook ups, partying, the people, environments etc.
None of it was me, I just wanted to fit in somewhere. I always just wanted to chill at home lol but didn't want to alone.
Anyways, now I'm 33, feeling way more comfortable with myself and life flows much more naturally. I've just moved over to South America this year (from Europe) to pretty much get away from everything that almost holds me to a certain person I once was. I love it here though. The timezone with USA is perfect for my online business. My end goal dream would be set up in California. Have worked/lived there before so I've got some experience – it's possible in 2027 I'd say.
So with a bit of backstory, I feel like I'm getting too old for all of this, as I see hometown friends getting married, having babies and such. I'm over here solo with all these dreams and by the time I'm there I'll be 35. Just makes me a little worried.
My thought is, damn why didn't I do this sooner (26 or something)
So the post is about, has anyone experienced similar and how to deal with it?