Just wanted to post not for likes or anything but how frikin grateful I am for my husband.
It's likely hormones as we are pregnant with our first child after trying to conceive for 12+ months (took 17 months in total which may not be long to others so no disrespect).
But as I lay in bed with my husband fast asleep who has been amazing during this pregnancy (he would literally move heaven and earth for his loved ones and he has more loyalty than a labrador),also 2 cats sleeping close to my bump and purring away he is this the best thing ever that has happened to me. I love that he helps keep me grounded. I suffer really badly from anxiety following a stroke I had 10+ years ago in my 20s but the fact he treats me no differently, let's me take my time and reassures me that everything is OK I find so endearing and loving. As a result my anxiety during this pregnancy has been under control.
I'm currently and silently bawling my eyes out at 5am ( I don't want to wake him and worry) because I'm so frikin grateful that I get to share my life with such an amazing loving human my heart could actually burst! You know when people say "my heart is so full" i get it now. We're not financially rich or well off, we scrimp and save as best we can to be comfortable and treat ourselves when we can.
It's likely hormones but if he ever scrolls Reddit which I know he does but unlikely to see this post- I love him so much.
I do tell him everyday but just wanted to share how much genuine love I have for this human. And because there is a lot of hate and tension in the world right now I do want to share just something positive and loving. Aso lucky and grateful i get to expand our family with such an amazing person!