for the past two years I have been doing many many sexual jokes at school (college), which I always thought were funny. I just learned recently that people were annoyed, cringed and offended by my jokes. some thought that my jokes were borderline homophobic, transphobic and even almost sexual harassement. So i decided to apologize and stop all of my sexual jokes.
the issue? I just realized how hard is it for me to stop, even i really want to. It turns out that stopping something that you have done for many many years (more than 2) is actually super difficult. It has become normal for me.
do you have any tips? I can't afford a single other joke. I want to stop right now. Its important. How do I distance myself from sexual jokes?