I have been in a relationship with my husband (32f) for 4 years. We recently got married (one year ago) over the last two years, we’ve been in an open relationship after I found out I was bi when I went to a strip club with him and now we have threesomes frequently because I enjoy having sex with a girl and I watching him fuck her (the third) Last weekend, he went to Austin with his friend and he hooked up with a girl who I thought was really cute. At first I was a little jealous but a different kind of jealousy. I don’t know how to explain it. I thought that was the hottest thing ever and now I’m more attracted to my husband than I ever have been. Am I crazy for thinking that him having sex with another girl when I’m not there is the sexiest thing ever? Does anyone else have this? It doesn’t make sense to me. Someone help. I tried to talk to my friends about it but they don’t understand.
TL;DR my husband gets hotter when he has sex with other girls.