I feel like my fight or flight instincts are always on guard in social settings, even if it’s a pleasant non judgmental area. I saw a meme like “when you first meet someone and you act all polite because you don’t know when you can be weird yet” but like I never feel like I can be weird with almost anyone 😭 my husband, mom, and sister are the only people I feel like I’m not constantly protecting myself from being judged. It’s been like this for years and I’m so tired.