I have been used by a lot of men and he was the first man who I trusted completely. I always thought he was the last person who would use me because we were friends. I was always there for him and he was no where to be found when I was going through the roughest patch of my life. He used me sexually and emotinally in many ways. In the end he ghosted me. I never got an answer for what went wrong.
It’s been more than half a year but it still hurts. I have moved on but I still hold the anger, not just against him but also against myself. I want him to suffer. I want there to be justice for the way I was treated. And the fact that there might never be really bothers me. I feel like I can no longer trust men anymore. How do I let go of the anger to live a normal life again?