I have a CNC kink. Now don't get me wrong, I would Never ever actually rape someone, because I couldn't bear causing that much pain to somebody. Never. But it scares me that the idea is arousing to me. like, if it wasn't so completely against my morals, I would do it. I remember one time my SO had a nightmare where they were gangraped. Despite how horrible it was, the story aroused me. I hate this. I'm just looking for some advice on this, I suppose. Thanks.