I've been looking for a long term relationship for years now. But it's the same pattern. Go on like 2-3 dates. Things go well. Hell even plan future dates together . Then suddenly communication response becomes longer and longer. Then nothing. No matter how many times I look inward same result. You never offered an explanation leaving you confused and lower self esteem. I had dreams of marriage but as time goes on…Im losing hope.
I'm starting to believe it's because I'm black and I'm being fetishized and sexualized. Once they get that fix. They're gone…
It's feels so dehumanizing. I'm just trying to cope with this new reality. Sucks this how people get down nowadays. Life seems bleek