Hey everyone.
There’s a guy I’ve been knowing for about 2 years now. The first year was on and off we would see each other a couple of times a month, talk on the phone once or twice a week or every 2 weeks… i was dating and looking to meet ppl and im sure he was doing the same.
The point is – it was never that serious in between us.
We have cut each other off plenty of times.. mainly me and him asking me to not go/ change my mind.. we always did end up coming back. Mainly cause he will reach out to me apologizing and i just don’t care enough to stay mad.
Anyway the last 2 months i felt different because it rlly felt we got closer – we started talking everyday , seeing each other every weekend , i finally ended up catching feelings for him. Real ones and i felt like he did too.
(Btw we don’t tell each other we talk to other ppl this is just an assumption and im 90% sure he isn’t loyal to me as i saw a dating app on his phine like a year ago to which now he claims is deleted and he only apparently had it cause i ended things w him and we were never consistent.
So basically now that i have feelings – it’s just weird to me that he claims to have such strong feelings and hes always said he was too busy for a relationship but once he finishes law school and takes the bar then he will be ready for one… ya well that’s all done and he still hasn’t asked me to be his gf .
With everything i stated before it’s so evident he doesn’t see me as someone to be his gf. I just don’t get why he won’t leave me alone then. And BTW we haven’t had sex.. i do give him head but does he rly drive an hour and a half to see me just for that?? He must be rlly desperate or i must be that great at it .. idk.
If this was any of my friends i would tell them to leave and dont look back cuz a 2 yr situationship is so embarrassing— well ya now look at me. In a 2 yr relationship.
He is supposed to pick me up from tnr airport and i just don’t even want him to anymore. I’ve been feeling rlly weird about this dynamic and down bout my self.