I’m an 18(F), that still struggles to make friends with people. Whenever i’m talking to someone, i’m always self conscious of what people think of me as we’re speaking to them. ( i’m just letting you know english isn’t my first language, sorry) in my head as i’m speaking to someone, i’m thinking to myself, do they think i’m weird? or that im not funny or that im awkward. I don’t know i always feel so freaking awkward when im speaking to someone, ESPECIALLY if it’s only like us 2. But if im speaking to 2,3 people all together i don’t feel as awkward. I just want to stop being self conscious of myself