Sorry if this is not well structured. I just want to pour out my emotions.
Ok so I have this colleague at this new work with which I got along pretty well.
Every morning she comes at my office to talk about anything, help me, we always have a fair share of laugh ; It kinda became our ritual.
We are always smiling when we see each other and are good friends (only friends, there is nothing romantic from both sides and she already has a BF and blahblabla).
The job I am doing in itself is kinda shitty, I am always alone at my office and kinda far apart from the other offices and she went throught the same thing so she comes often to supports me.
Everything fine ain't it? For some reasons she always whispers to me when talking to me and I don't even know how I should feel about it since she does this only with me.
I am extremely anxious when there are a lot of people around and my brain just freezes and I answer very coldly and like I am uninterested and don't want to be bothered, she mostly picked up on this and that's why I am asking this.
Do you guys think she sees me as an autistic person and comes to see me just because my situation is so pitiful/It make her sad?
I know I could ask her but if it was the case she obviously would not say it.