I'm openly bi, and she's straight. I doubt she would feel the need to lie to me about that. We've only been friends for over a year, but it feels more real than all of my previous friendships. She said she feels the same way, we both had problems with keeping friendships with girls because they were just fake, and with her it's just like everything clicked into place. So, yeah, she wouldn't be afraid to tell me she's anything other than straight
Now, why do I think she's dropping hints? Our chat on Tiktok is basically us sending each other videos back and forth, and some time ago she sent me a "pov: liking your friend" tiktok with the wlw tag. Then today she sent me a tiktok that said "me listening to this song knowing I have the fattest crush on my best friend" also tagged wlw and the song went like "I wanna ruin our friendship, we should be lovers instead"
I can't just ask her because what if she isn't actually trying to tell me anything and me asking will just make it awkward. Like, I don't see her romantically but what if I ask if she's trying to hint that she likes me and then she'll think I like her romantically? I can't afford making this awkward, we have a few more years in uni to go through together
Do straight girls tell their friends they have a fat crush on them in a joking way? I flirt with people for fun sometimes, but I've never done with her because since she is (was?) straight I didn't want to creep her out
What do I even do in this situation?