Exactly what is says on the tin. I'm still a virgin, and I've been masturbating exclusively with my clit my entire life, so I've never actually had anything inside my vagina before. I'm really curious about it and want to try, but every time I try to finger myself in earnest I just end up getting nervous and freaked out and it kills my arousal instantly. I feel no shame about sex or masturbation, this discomfort is a purely physical thing. I don't like the feeling of my internal anatomy against my fingers, the weird pressure as I try to push into myself is vaguely uncomfortable and strange, and I've never even gone that deep before. I've most definitely never reached my g spot. What do I do?? I really do want to penetrate myself in some capacity, I just get so freaked out whenever I try. Sometimes I feel like an inanimate object like a dildo would be a little easier, but I fear something like that would be too big for someone who's never even taken a finger before. Any tips would be hugely appreciated, cause I'm kind of at a loss.