I am a 27-year-old trans man and I am in a long-term relationship with a 27-year-old cis man. Our relationship is great, but he's vanilla and I have some BDSM kinks. Nothing too extreme (even though there's no problem with that) and we're sexually compatible in most areas. My question is: I've talked to him a few times about my kinks and he says he's too lazy to study, or he feels weird, like he's acting. I let it go, because we both have to be enjoying being good, but lately I've been feeling "withered" without praise. I think I would kill to hear him say that I'm a good boy, but I'm very afraid of asking for praise and not receiving it, that would be a thousand times worse than now. I don't know what to do