Hi. 32 F. Never been in a relationship (idek if I ever will). I have this constant fear of living alone for the rest of my life and it gnaws me every passing day. I’m the eldest daughter and I didn’t have time to date in my 20s since I’m helping sending my siblings thru college. They are now starting to get on with their lives and reality stares back at me like am I gonna end up alone for all these years? I want to date. Get married. Have kids. I want to have a daughter. But I don’t know how to anymore. No one’s been hitting up on me probably because I may not be that attractive enough. (lol my self esteem is down the drain these years). I have no one else to tell this and always act like I got my shit together but I am terribly terrified to live alone. I never even had sex. 😭