My husband (35) and I (32) have been married for 3 years. We are arranged marriage. He is a good man, he is responsible, knows how to take care of me, listens and corrects when I complain. The only thing I don't know exactly is does he love me? lol I will ask him one day soon.
Actually, sometimes I also think I crazy to accept such a marriage. Of course I know exactly I love him.
He has a cousin (girl), they grew up together. They understand each other and are very close. At first, I thought it was normal because they are family. But many things happened I started to feel something between those two.
If we go out together he will ask her what she wants to eat before me. When I go to work she goes to our bedroom, lies on our bed. When we go to a concert she sits between me and my husband, when my husband asks to change seats she doesn't agree. My husband usually mentions her when talking to me. Even calls me by her name. When he hugged me she looked at us like she didn't like it. We went out, he always brought her with him. I complained to him. He didn't bring her anymore. They understand each other very well. My husband knows exactly what she likes and what she doesn't like. I asked him “why do you care for her so much?” He said he wanted to compensate for her because she didn't have a mother. My husband is a man of few words. That was the only answer he gave me. His answer was still not enough for me.
She lives with her father and stepmother.
Because our marriage is a bit special. I'm not confident in his feelings for me either so I don't know If I'm thinking too much or If they have something else that I don't know about.