(31F) and idk how to feel about this, at first i was mad and surprised but then i was like whatever, but then after a while again it came back to my mind and i got angry again. im having mixed feelings about this for some reason.
basically ive never been with anyone other than my husband and he asked if we should try, i was excited and agreed, and we agreed to do it with a trustwothy person we both know but when the day arrived he showed up with his family member and my husband acted like it was nothing. i also didnt say anything as i didnt know what to say. the poor guy was actually very quiet and polite so i thought he wasnt going to do anything but during it, he also joined and i just shut up about it. but yeah a week ago i got angry again for some reason. like the thought came back to my mind and idk if im being dramatic or logical here. is it sth i should yap to my husband about or just ignore?
is it worth the discussion or not?