See my previous post for background.
Brief background: A mutual friend I asked out told me “I'm not sure if there's anything there romantically but I wouldn't be opposed to hanging out. I'm just not looking for anything serious until after i graduate.”
It really seemed like a maybe but I took it as a no. I was using the “if it’s not yes, it’s no” to get her out of my head and move on.
Well she graduated a week ago. My close friends joked about us drunk making out on a group trip next week. My very close friend and her best friend blurted out that she said it wasn’t a hard no. I’m not quite sure what the means.
Now its got me thinking, I wish it was a no so I can fully move on. I’ll update after the group trip if anything happens. It’ll be my first time seeing her since I asked.