what the title says. i’ve been able to get into a lot of talking stages / situationship but the moment we start talking about sex i get so scared and back out. i just feel like no one will want to have sex with me because i feel like my body is repulsive. i have discoloration and marks underneath my boobs, my thighs are discolored and i have have cysts and marks over my thighs, my vagina is dark and looks weird, my legs don’t look smooth after i shave, i have bad scarring from my shoulders from my childhood, im a bigger person, etc. i feel so repulsive but im 20, and i want to have sex i feel like i’m missing out. any advice to fix the issues i’m having or any advice to help my confidence?