I’m 20 and had a miscarriage in early January of this year. I’m on birth control and we used condoms. I probably wouldn’t have kept it and would have most likely gotten an abortion, but I still have mixed feelings I haven’t fully processed yet. The guy I was seeing didn’t want to get serious after almost 8 months and the miscarriage was the final straw even though I never told him ( I’m aware I should have but it’s too late now). It was so painful and I have a real fear it could happen again.
Where I’m really struggling is that I went from having sex 1-3 times a week to nothing for almost 9 months and it’s taking a toll on my mental health. Masturbating isn’t enough. I’m not even sure if I’m in the right sub for this question. I’m just curious if anyone has been through something similar and if anyone has any advice for me. I just feel so alone in this.