Don’t let people treat you like ur a number or part of the roster. You are allowed to date whoever you want. You are allowed to desire someone better than the one you been waiting for them to initiate. Don’t allow disrespect and them to make you their second options. Don’t give up on dating. Even if you haven’t been in a relationship before, there are someone special who gonna treat you better. I have seen who someone including me who likes someone and never get treated better. There are plenty of people to date and have fun. You just gotta explore. Just the quote I read about that it takes you to meet different people until you meet someone who have mutual interest and consistency. Consistency is key. If you’re ghosted, leave them and date someone else.