i used to be a pushover when i was younger so that i understand but even now, people always treat me like they can sense that something’s wrong with me. even when i stand up for myself, i’m always treated like shit for “being too rude” or “making people uncomfortable” all for defending myself. almost everyone i come across tries to take advantage of me in some way and nothing i do seems to make people be normal to me or attract genuine people. not sure what to do now