I started dating my GF around a year and half ago and it has been a long distance since then. We're an international couple while having different nationality. We had our fair share of fights due to distance but never broke up and always made up real quick, she always tells me to move cities which is not logical at least for 2 years.
We share a good physical relation when we meet and we meet atleast once a month either I'll travel or she'll.
She was a virgin when we started dating and I'm her only partner while I have had 2 partners in the past. So recently the distance has gone to her head completely and she asked me to take break and date someone else to form certain physical relation only to come back together when we move in the same city in some year. According to her it's not fair for her to just have one partner while I had 2 in the past.
I have always been loyal to her and will be loyal even in the future but since she has started talking about this, it has been bothering me and I've started to wonder is it really worth moving forward from this point. Even if she doesn't get to have sex with someone else with my permission, there's a high possibility that she might do it even without telling me.
(She hates to have random sex and only have sex with someone who has taken a std test, she made me do the same thing)
I was planning to get married to her as I feel she was the right person for me but now I just don't know what to do next, help me with my next steps.