My main worry in life is my health. Thinking about if I just randomly have cancer or I'm going to have a heart attack.
I have dreams of my life and want to fulfill it all and just worry about this too much lol. Getting blood tests every now and then and seem to be fine but I feel the need to get x-rays and more but its all very costly so I cant even afford that yet but thats how I feel. I just want like whole tests every 6 months or something that would detect absolutely anything ideally.
I just want to be able to catch anything as fast as possible to stop it.
I'm kind of skinny, I excercise a lot and eat very clean healthy, rarely junk, water mainly etc. But I try to bulk at times and just think, if I bulk I'm going to get cancer/heart disease etc.
Doctor has told me I have health anxiety which makes sense but doesn't make it go away.
Anyone else?