My ex recently blindsided me and dumped me without reason after almost 3 years. I’m still heart broken and devastated. I’m trying to tell myself to be happy because it was exhausting getting him to be adventurous in the bedroom. For example, I really wanted to try anal but he was apprehensive. There were multiple occasions where we prior discussed it, he had me do prep (which was awful) just for him to back out in the moment. Don’t get me wrong, I would never had wanted him to do something he didn’t want to do, but also prepping was terrible, and he didn’t seem to care that he was putting me through that to not hold his end.
I guess I’m looking for people to help me know that I’ll find someone better…