I F 33 been dating my BF M 35 for 1 years and a half,and I recently moved in with him , we rent a room . I Tend to bring up marriage , and he always gives me excuses, he is in debt , he wants us to move in with his mom, I'm not an American citizen , my job is 1:40 minutes away from where I live(I knew it was gonna be a long drive before moving in with him).
I recently been thinking about ending the relationship, he thinks I'm going to leave him as soon as I get my status "fixed" , which is not the truth. I really feel offended that my partner thinks that because makes me feel like I 'm just with him bc of that , and that's not true, I really love him but it is hard for me to leave, and I feel like he is never ready for marriage , I feel like I'm wasting my time , because he is not sure about me . And If I leave I'm scared I will not find anyone else , what would you do ?
TL;DR My boyfriends always makes excuses saying he is not ready to marry me, which makes me feel unsure about the really, how To leave knowing I love him so much?