So I talked to this guy every day since about March. I really liked him and I thought it was romantic. I got gently rejected but we still hung out frequently and talked all the time. So I guess I still held on to a bit of hope
He came over to my flat to hang out with me because we hadn't seen each other in a couple weeks (both travelling) and to keep me company whilst I was sick, we had a really deep conversation about our past relationships. He told me that he was going on a date after telling me he didn't want to be in a relationship and didn't believe in casual dating. I didn't say anything but I was a bit hurt. He then tried to set me up with someone else, said I should ask someone out, and talked about being excited for his date. Which made me a bit uncomfortable.
He left my flat around 2am and he hasn't initiated a conversation since. It's approaching two weeks. He’s not busy, we have the same rota and he showed me his schedule.
I’ve heard from him twice since: 1) 2 days later, we had a group dinner and he said hi to the person I came in with and not me and hugged him but not me. He didn't even offer me a ride home like he always does. 2) 2 days after, I got sick and had to go to hospital. My loved ones live far and said I should call someone who lives nearby so I called him and we talked on the phone for a couple hours. He texted an hour later to see if I was discharged and nothing since.
I keep on thinking about him and feeling so sad. I guess it's my fault for making him my daily routine and expecting so much from him. He would normally at least send me reels on Instagram or try to see me. As he’s stopped, I have too. I saw pictures of him on other peoples social media and people mentioned to me they have seen him, I saw him out and about but he walked past me (unclear if he saw me or not) and I didn't call out to him because I felt awkward. I just feel like I've messed something up. Am I reading too much into it or have I been ghosted…