my bf(M19) and I (F20) are in a Ldr since i moved abroad. hes been having a hard time because of his parents pressuring him about studies and not letting him do football.
they have been so harsh lately that he one day went completely suicidal and texted me about breaking up so he could do “it” i somehow managed to calm him down that day and alot happened since then.
but since then hes been having SEVERE headaches and weakness and i seem to feel so helpless although i try out of my way to be with him and comfort him through hard times.
i know its hard for him and hes fighting it alone but i also have to suppress my own emotions for everytime something bad happens to him and it happens too often now. my parents have been shitty too but when i try to open up he just goes cold.
TLDR: my ldr bf is going through family issues which has caused him to be suicidal and stressed him out, but always suppressing my emotions is making this hard now. help:,)