Feel like somethings wrong with me. 33M who’s been in numerous relationships and flings and after being single for the past four years, but I still feel like I’ll just never be happy. My ex was the first to tell me that I’m always looking for the next best thing that I fail to see the good that’s in front of me. And I can say she’s not wrong.
I’ve been dating this current girl for the past 2.5 months and it’s getting to the point where we either have to define it or move on. I can tell she’s a great, genuine person who would make a great partner. She’s emotionally mature, we share many of the same hobbies, the sex is good, etc. I do find her pretty but I still don’t find myself super attracted to her despite all these positive qualities. She’s on the tiny side, very short and petite and while I understand looks are not everything I feel like that may be part of it contributing to the lack of physical attraction. I realize no one is perfect and I’m not chasing perfection but idk why I can’t be happy. Lately it just seems like I date women for a few months, get bored or find something I don’t like and then end it before repeating the process with someone new.
I don’t know how to determine if I truly like her when I feel like I just keep forcing myself to see past the physical aspect that I may not be attracted to and instead focus on all the other positive qualities. I just feel Iike I keep trying to convince myself that I like her and that doesn’t feel right.